oh i joined the dev team cause i was the only one that knew backend well enough
i was friends with omah way before improve started
i think
if i wasnt friends with him when it started i wouldnt be here
but like im kinda glad to be here
i met so many nice people while developing this mod
like jl and blike theyre really good friends and
i dont think i would have met them without this
i think im just lucky
i hope i never lose this
i really feel like i couldnt be able to live without all these people with me
yknow people say online friendships arent as good as the real thing but
idk i doubt i would have ever met people like this without the internet






		






Cheaty?
Yeah, I think he loves me. No clue why.
I don't love him back. No offense to him, he's a really good friend, but I just don't love him.
I wish I could though. But I'd only love him back because I feel bad.
He's very desperate. I never said I loved him back.
He's just lonely though. I don't blame him. I mean, I'd do the same if I were in his situation.
But I don't know why he loves me so much. I did basically nothing.
No gifts, no messages, nothing.
I just don't think he's the best for me. I feel too bad for him to say anything though.